The Man within - I don’t believe in Love


He says:

I don’t believe in love.

I don’t believe it brings you Happiness.

It only brings hopelessness.

I don’t believe in Love.

It leaves you out of control.

It leaves you vulnerable.

I don’t believe in Love.

Opening your heart…

it’s inviting someone to tear it apart.

I don’t believe in Love.

I saw all the damage it causes.

It brings so many losses.

I don’t believe in Love.

No, it doesn’t bring you Happiness.

It only creates emptiness.

Sanctuary


You were my home.

You were warm.

I felt safe there.

Then this tornado ripped you apart.

I woke up from my dream:

All the walls were gone!

I felt suddenly so cold. Vulnerable.

I looked around me:

What a mess!

I had no choice but to gather my things.

I stood up and started walking.

I couldn’t stop looking backward in shock.

I kept falling on the debris of what was my sanctuary: you.

I fell so many times.

I hurt myself again and again.

You were my home.

You were so warm.

Somehow, I kept going forward.

Today, I am still on that path

I m still looking behind me from time to time,

And my feet slip now and again.

It doesn’t hurt so much now.

I think I will be ok.

You were once my home.

Today, you are my home no more…

Being a mother, a woman and a woman - Part 34 - Liberating the woman that I am


After last week’s dance, I went to my local art group - South East London Network Arts/SELAN . They recently went to the Matisse exhibition so our next project is based on his work.

I got inspired to do a collage of the Full Moon in Pisces to start with and then I got busy on the project. I decided to work on the example of his “Blue ladies” to celebrate my Sacred feminine energy, the woman that I am.

Back home, I did the collage above. This Goddess is bleeding and/or giving birth which women do! I wanted to celebrate my creativity, my Female energy. I also wanted to celebrate the fact that I am a Mother: I carried Life within me for 9 months and Life emerged from me.

As I celebrate my Feminine energy, I also celebrate the one within all the women in my family, just as I realised that, by connecting and healing with my Inner Children, I do so with the Inner children of every single women in my family. This transforming my family Karma, wounds lineage as it’s more powerful. It is from there that true healing begins.

I went to the Family Planning to get my coil out. It stopped me having my period. I always hated having them. It used to make me feel dirty. It was such an inconvenience. In the Man-made world, it is view as such anyway! We are learning that women are moody and unpredictable at his “time of the month”  When I first had my period, my Mother handed me a pad and said: ” You are a woman now.” That was it.

I decided to embrace my body and what it’s doing! I don’t want to be scared to be a woman anymore. I realised that, avoiding to have my periods was another way of still being a small child who has no power over what is happening to her.

So I bled a bit once the coil was out, in time for the dark moon, so n synchronicity with Nature. I felt joy: it is a new beginning for me. A time of creation, a re-birth.

Watch out: the Goddess is out!!

♥ ♫ ♪ Lenny Kravitz: Calling All Angels HQ w/Lyrics ♥ ♫ ♪
A bit of Love!!

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santmat:

"As a lotus flower is born in water, grows in water and rises out of water to stand above it unsoiled, so I, born in the world, raised in the world having overcome the world, live unsoiled by the world." (Buddha) 

— Light and Sound on the Path, Sept 14th, “Seeing and Hearing Beyond the Illusion”: http://SantMatRadhasoami.Blogspot.com/2014/09/seeing-and-hearing-beyond-illusion.html

santmat:

"As a lotus flower is born in water, grows in water and rises out of water to stand above it unsoiled, so I, born in the world, raised in the world having overcome the world, live unsoiled by the world." (Buddha)


— Light and Sound on the Path, Sept 14th, “Seeing and Hearing Beyond the Illusion”: http://SantMatRadhasoami.Blogspot.com/2014/09/seeing-and-hearing-beyond-illusion.html

shivaom:

GANESH ॐ


Ganesh.Removes obtacles!

shivaom:

GANESH ॐ

Ganesh.Removes obtacles!

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