After last week’s dance, I went to my local art group - South East London Network Arts/SELAN . They recently went to the Matisse exhibition so our next project is based on his work.
I got inspired to do a collage of the Full Moon in Pisces to start with and then I got busy on the project. I decided to work on the example of his “Blue ladies” to celebrate my Sacred feminine energy, the woman that I am.
Back home, I did the collage above. This Goddess is bleeding and/or giving birth which women do! I wanted to celebrate my creativity, my Female energy. I also wanted to celebrate the fact that I am a Mother: I carried Life within me for 9 months and Life emerged from me.
As I celebrate my Feminine energy, I also celebrate the one within all the women in my family, just as I realised that, by connecting and healing with my Inner Children, I do so with the Inner children of every single women in my family. This transforming my family Karma, wounds lineage as it’s more powerful. It is from there that true healing begins.
I went to the Family Planning to get my coil out. It stopped me having my period. I always hated having them. It used to make me feel dirty. It was such an inconvenience. In the Man-made world, it is view as such anyway! We are learning that women are moody and unpredictable at his “time of the month” When I first had my period, my Mother handed me a pad and said: ” You are a woman now.” That was it.
I decided to embrace my body and what it’s doing! I don’t want to be scared to be a woman anymore. I realised that, avoiding to have my periods was another way of still being a small child who has no power over what is happening to her.
So I bled a bit once the coil was out, in time for the dark moon, so n synchronicity with Nature. I felt joy: it is a new beginning for me. A time of creation, a re-birth.
Watch out: the Goddess is out!!